True Love

     Once upon a time, there was a disillusioned girl who fell in love with a seemingly unattainable guy; a guy she had no business falling in love with in the first place.  A guy who was always there to listen, to understand, to care… who never failed to remind her to take her meals on time and who sang for her whenever she felt sad.  A guy who was someone else’s boyfriend.  A guy who was her best friend.

On bubbles…

     “If you love someone, you say it right then… out loud… or the moment just passes you by…”

- excerpt from the movie, My Best Friend’s Wedding

All the reason I need

     There are no words to describe how happy you make me.  A single look… a single word… a single touch from you could make my heart skip a beat, take my breath away, and make me realize that it doesn’t get any better than this…

Lifechanging

“In life, there are only so many things one can witness that would be so overwhelming, so lifechanging that even though not everybody would remember how it happened, the feelings will always be real, always be unchanged…”

- excerpt from Redkinoko’s The Final Post

Pain

Tell me…

Is there anything more pleasurable than pain..?

A Godsend

     Of all things, I never expected this day to start with tears.  It would’ve been alright if they were happy tears.  But they weren’t.  Not on my part.  It’s so ironic that the first thing I said when I called was “I’m sorry” rather than “Happy Birthday”.  It’s heartbreaking how there have been sighs and frozen silence where warmth and laughter should have been.  But then, I’ve got no one but myself to blame.

Tenth

You have become so much a part of me that loving you is no longer a matter of choice… It’s what I do… It’s who I am…

A Kiss in the Rain

     Some people say that the most romantic highlight in any date would be a candlelit dinner.  Others would say that it’s a moonlit stroll on the beach.  Little did I know, however, that today would bring to fruition one of the most romantic notions I’ve had in mind for the longest time… a kiss in the rain.

More than words

  

     I always tell you that you’re the gifted writer in this relationship.  Your stories have a unique way of making words come to life, such that they seem to leap off a page to paint vivid pictures.  Your essays bare your soul for everyone to see, such that all those who care to look can’t help but feel your pain or join in your elation.  Your letters touch me so profoundly, such that I could almost feel you holding me in your arms as I read each line.

Love Visions: Looking back on a closed chapter

     I was digging through the depths of my hard drive when I found a file that I haven’t opened in over a year.  It was a love story, albeit a virtual one.  And though it is a chapter that has been ended, bound, and sealed, I have this unexplainable compulsion to have a fleeting glimpse of it, and to share that glimpse with all who would like to see.  Yes, I am beyond happy with the chapter I am in right now, in the virtual and in the real world.  But that cannot eradicate the fact that once upon a time, in the virtual world that was Fenrir, there was a fleeting moment wherein the Lord Knight Deirdre Winterflame fell in love with the Mastersmith Hugh Hefner, an affirmation of the feelings that were unfolding in the real world.  This is their story…