flustered

     For some reason I always get flustered at the prospect of job interviews.  It’s a weird mixture of being nervous, excited, and confused all at the same time.  I tend to get a bit talkative when I feel this way, and it sometimes works to my advantage.  But not always.

     Whenever things like this happen, I refuse to dwell too much on the outcome.  I just keep in mind that if something is truly meant for me, then I shall be given the opportunity to obtain it.  What matters is that I’ve done my part.  Well, in today’s case, I think that I did what I can.  I hope the outcome would be positive, but if it isn’t, then I still am grateful for the chance I was given.

     I prefer to be optimistic.  I believe that all people are given the chances that they deserve.  If something is not for me, I take comfort in the fact that there still is something else waiting just around the corner. :)