Hyper

     First time for me to post an entry so soon after the most recent one.  I think it’s been barely an hour since my last post.  I guess I just wanted to let this all out before I lose grasp of what I’m feeling.

     I’m sorry for being too sensitive earlier, angel.  Like I said, me not being used to you being so hyper, not to mention such a wisecracker, has placed me on the defensive.  And honestly, I didn’t like it one bit either.  I somehow knew, from the onset of our conversation, that everything would inevitably lead to a misunderstanding.  But it didn’t.  Not by a long shot.  And I’m so happy about it.  And so grateful too.

     I’m so happy that I no longer need to be afraid to share what I really feel with you.  I’m so happy that we’ve gone so far in terms of being open and honest with each other.  I’m so happy that we have both learned to lengthen our patience and broaden our understanding.  I’m so happy that we could be on the verge of an argument one minute, yet, we could bounce right back and laugh about what happened the next moment.

     I’m so grateful that you always are so considerate of me and so sensitive to what I’m feeling.  I’m so grateful that you’re so attuned to my emotions and you always make an effort to draw me out and let me express what’s inside me.  I’m so grateful that you always take the time to listen and make the effort to understand.  And above all else, I am just so grateful to have you.

Thank you for being you.  I love you so much James!~