Thank you angel…

     Valentines Day and our eleventh month milestone… the day dawned bittersweetly.  Despite two reasons to be happy, there was a pang of loneliness because I knew we wouldn’t be able to see each other.  But like you said, when you love someone, you don’t just show it on any particular day, rather, you show it everyday.  Nevertheless, behind the bliss was a tinge of pain.

     And then I received your call… asking me where I was, and then requesting me to look out my window… And there you were, standing with roses and gifts in your hands, and that endearing smile that I have come to know and love so well.  That precise moment, I knew, without a shadow of doubt, that you would go to great lengths to make me happy.

     Thank you so much angel.  I am so lucky to have you.  You show your love for me in so many ways that I feel as if I can never do enough to reciprocate all that you do for me.  I’m sorry if I wasn’t able to tell you how grateful I am for everything you did today, and I’m sorry if I still asked for more even though you’ve already done so much.  I’m sorry for the clamming.  I guess, the elation of unexpectedly seeing you was so profound that I wanted to be with you for as long as I can.  Too late have I realized that clinging too tightly would only serve to damage one that is so fragile.  I hope and pray that as always, you would understand.

     I love you so much James.  Thank you for today.  It means so much to me.  More than that, thank you for each and every day that you’ve been here for me.  Thank you for the infiniteness of your love.