For Raine

For some reason I wasn’t able to fall asleep. I’m so preoccupied with lots of things, but for one thing, it feels just like yesterday when we cherished our 4th monthsary and few days from now is our 5th. The calendar says five months but it feels much much longer than that.

 

Despite being apart, you managed to keep me feel safe and feel loved. Despite different timezones it feels so in-sync that we laugh and cried at the same time as our hearts beat in harmony. Everything seems so close even though we are physically far from each other.

Thank you for being there, for being with me, for keeping me strong. Thank you for inspiring me when I feel so down, making me calm when I feel so tensed. Thank you, for everything. Thank you for completing me as you patiently patched me up and made me whole again, and making me alive and inspired.

I love you because you love me many more times than any other girlfriend will. I love you because we fought the good fight, and we love each other honestly without expecting anything in return. I love you because someday, or somehow I will finally feel you in my arms and sing the songs I’ve been longing to sing to you up close and feeling your heartbeat in my embrace. I love you because days feel like months, and months feel much longer than years. I love you because ultimately, He laid His hands to make our paths cross and in a winding road, He made us stronger. I love you, because I do.

 

I’m sorry for hacking your blog Angel. >.<